Friday, December 13, 2013

Sweating The Small Stuff


Ever notice how things change for the better without you ever having known things weren’t already better?  These small changes made on our behalf may be small, but they add up.  Let’s do some existential math.

A Full Vessel of Love 
Mixed media on paper 2013
By Glee Lumb 
I go to the coffee shop and order a small cup of coffee for here.  Room for cream, please.  I’ve got my perfect potion worked out when it comes to coffee.  One inch at the top of the cup gives me a half-inch of cream, bringing the temperature and drinkability to…well, perfect.  Perfection is illusive and always changing for me.  It happens so slowly, I hardly notice, but these small changes make me feel like I am in charge of my universe.  No one can take away my small choices. 


Perfection is illusive and always changing for me.  It happens so slowly, I hardly notice, but these small changes make me feel like I am in charge of my universe.  No one can take away my small choices. 


So, one morning, I walk into the coffee shop down the street and order a small coffee for here.  The barista nods, takes a cup, goes to a spigot, and fills my cup with hot water.  I see the steam coming up, her hand swizzle the cup, and set it down on the counter.  How exciting to see that my cup is being so lovingly prepared. 


I pay for the coffee, one ninety, ten cents to the tip jar.  Not much of a tip, but I figure it adds up.  She turns and pours the hot water out of my cup into a small sink and down the drain.  My lovely hot cup is then filled to just the right spot with steaming hot coffee.  Beautiful.  It feels good in my hand and I smile with the warmth of a morning sun. 

This is a new thing, the loving preparation of my cup with hot water.  Before, I would have expected it to be clean and made of thick ceramic, a classic design with purpose and function.  I expected the handle to fit my fingers and the mug to fit my hand.  And soft.  I like a soft cup.  But the hot water was so subtle, such a treat.  It’s such a nice idea.  It wasn’t my choice, but no one would think to ask customers whether or not they would like to have a warm cup.  I am grateful for this misguided effort to give me more warmth and joy.  Who would turn down an external experience of warmth and joy?  Isn’t this what being an American is all about? 


Who would turn down an external experience of warmth and joy?  Isn’t this what being an American is all about? 


Water Tower at Hydro Park
Ne Portland, Oregon
By Glee Lumb
But wait, isn’t my hot cup of coffee taking away from what I have, from what we have?  Did anyone think to say “No, thank-you!” to the lovingly prepared cup?  Did anyone else feel angry about this added bonus to our morning routine already wrought with ecological guilt?  After all, I am not the only one who got the heated cup treatment.  Hundreds of customers that day got the hot water treatment. They probably got it day after day for months.  Did we even notice when having a hot cup became a basic offering at a coffee shop?  Who started it?  How many cups of hot water have been poured down the drain this year?  How much water is that?  How much does that cost the coffee shop in water bills?  How much does that cost us, as a community, in clean water for the future?  I know, you might be thinking, “It’s still clean water. We didn’t dirty it.”  Well, it wasn’t dirty in the cup, but it joined its buddies in the water world of the sewer, where dirty, clean, filthy, and poisoned are together.  Where a little pesticide here, a little hair dye there, a bit of paint down here add up to a lot of yucky water that has to be cleaned.  And does it ever really get clean?  So, here is this sweet, hot, innocent cup of water, given with good intention, and it ends up being a much greater burden than the comfort it was mean to be.  I can think of a lot of things that have ended up being a much greater burden than the comfort they were meant to be. 
The Inevitability of Change 
Mixed media on paper
By Glee Lumb 2013

So, tomorrow, I’ll start sweating the small stuff and say, “Hey, you don't have to heat my cup.  It’s not worth it. That clean water is worth more than the heat it carries.  The heat is only a temporary condition.  The energy used to heat the water is more precious than my temporary experience of warmth and joy.  So, please, hold the hot water.” 


                      Water Conservation Is Wrong

                     Friendly Water For The World

                                                                              

2 comments:

  1. Another wonderful post, thank you! And the art is equally beautiful, Glee. xoxo

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  2. Well done, Glee. Add the carbon footprint of heating all that water that goes down the drain and it makes you point even more important.

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